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Name: Shannon
Birthday: 3/15/1969
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

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The redirect didn't work so here's the new link. I liked Journal Home but my iMac didn't. Now I have a PC and can use the site again.


Monday, January 07, 2008

Sums it up pretty well...

I couldn't have said it better myself.

A few months ago I happened upon a blog at which had been left a comment to the effect of one day, perhaps 20 years from now, the Bush presidency will be vilified, and Bush himself shown to be a strong leader and visionary who wasn't afraid to take a risk.

Of course he wasn't. It's not HIS head on the block. He's going to be out of here in a year or so and someone else will be left with the monumental task of clearing up the cluster-f*ck that is Iraq and fixing the devastating debt this subhumanoid moron has left us with. As I have said before, I do not envy this person his or her job.

Meanwhile, we are not only left with a crippling debt and a pointless, expensive and deadly war (that has resulted in the deaths of thousands of the very people it was supposed to 'save', by the way, many of whom were killed as the result of poor intelligence pointing out a 'terrorist hideout' that just happened to be full of unarmed innocent people), but our international reputation is, in fact, ruined. People of other countries see the US as a bully, an oppressor and an outlaw who ignores the UN and has forsaken the decency required in the Geneva Convention for vigilante justice. The reasons for such widespread hatred of us have little to do with religious intolerance (though, granted, the 'impose sharia law on the entire world' crowd does loathe us primarily for that reason, they are but a small portion of the people the Bush administration has pissed off) and far more to do with the ridiculous way the Bushites have gone about things.

Let's say fictional President X of Nowhereland decided to invade the US. The time he spent between his mind hatching the plot to invade and the actual execution of said invasion is approximately four weeks, and the motivation is personal interest, only it's justified to the citizens of Nowhereland as a necessary evil.

They have WMDs, says Pres. X.
They were in on an attack that crippled this country for weeks, says Pres. X.
They are planning to use nuclear technology to attack us again, says Pres. X.

All of this later turns out to be untrue. But in the process of learning this the military of Nowhereland has cost his country thousands of lives and billions in property damage. They have also cost themselves thousands of soldier's lives and run up a debt so ridiculously, outrageously high that not only is the surplus that existed at the beginning of President X's adminstration gone, his country is trillions of dollars in the hole. Trillions. Because President X in essence told the UN to fuck off, he was going ahead with said invasion regardless of their concerns and advice, he has alienated most other nations including those who used to be supportive of his country and his people. Allies become enemies who refuse aid and publicly speak against President X and his strongarm tactics. Then it becomes known that President X couldn't care less about treatment of POWs and some members of his administrations say the use of torture is an okay thing as long as it yields the information they want and the general view of the Nowhereland citizenry (the majority, who helped elect this misguided man), is agreement with this policy. This same majority supports President X because he agrees with their religious views and goes out of his way to promote them at every opportunity in spite of the fact that it directly violates national policy against establishing a single, nationally recognized and priviledged religious tradition, whose adherents enjoy rights of religious expression that other groups do not (or can not). President X claims that his god - the god of Nowhereland's majority religion - tells him to do things and his supporters admire him for it while condemning the actions of other leaders who do the same because these leaders do not belong to the same group that President X and his followers wish to have established as the only free and recognized religion in their own country.

Would we not hate them if the roles were reversed? Would we not see them as an evil empire which needs to be destroyed?

So is it any great shock that most of the free world despises us right now? Americans were angry with the French when they refused to back us in invading Iraq, and now we see that this was quite possibly the best thing they could have done for their citizenry and their financial future. In so doing they took a hit to their international reputation for awhile but when the dust settled they did not have a huge loss of life and funds to contend with and the overall negative view of them has largely shifted. In short, the French were right. They helped us during the Revolutionary War and during WW2 but had the courage and intelligence to keep themselves out of this one. Foresight rather than hindsight.

So what happens now? I shudder to think. Bush and co. have less than a year left to rule. I refer to it this way because he and his administration care nothing for the desires of the citizens of this country unless those desires are religious in nature. He panders to the majority and shows a clear bias because he knew he needed them to stay in office, and he needed their support for his disastrous and unnecessary (and illegal) war. Thus far his motto seems to have been 'go big and lie'. It makes sense that he will 'go out big (and still lying)' as well, and I can't help but wonder what the human cost of that will be.

Ten months from now can not come soon enough. Most of the potantial candidates for both of the major parties are walking disasters. This has got to be one of the most despicable lineups of people ever considered for the job, several of whom have taken Bush's example and begun pandering to the religious right.

I do have some sympathy for Romney. Don't get me wrong, in no way do I feel that he is qualified to be president, but I can't help feeling a bit sorry for him. He's the odd man out. Who knew that in order to be qualified to lead you not only have to be christian, but the right type of christian? I'm sure Romney was shocked to learn that his religious beliefs would trump his political record and views on important political issues. They have taken to persecuting their own for political gain. Such a sterling example to set before the rest of the world.

I hope whomever does inhabit the office next is objective enough to put his or her religious sensibilities aside and do the job as expected.

I also hope they bring heavy equipment and a construction crew. There's an awful lot of repair and rebuilding to be done.


Sunday, December 30, 2007

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Oy vey...I'm verklempt

After a week of pain, pain, more pain, a trip to the doctor and one to the hospital...the flippin' stone is still stuck firmly somewhere in Larry's right kidney. These things develop little barbs sometimes so the nice folks at FMH think it's caught somewhere around the entrance to the ureter. Every once in awhile this delightful circumstance changes as the stone shifts (or at least Larry says it feels as if it is) then settles back into place.

Friday night he was in absolute hell. He'd been having pain since the early afternoon, but 6pm or so is when we began negotiations regarding a possible return to the emergency room, as the pain had become so intense he was throwing up. Finally, being a man (no offense, Dave, this is just my experience after dealing with a father and two husbands who would refuse medical help until bleeding from every orifice - and only then after familial intervention; "Whaddaya mean, my ass always bleeds like that! Just pass me some gauze, I'll be fine. Sheesh!!"), he decided after several hours of intense suffering that perhaps the old nag (moi) had a point, and another trip to yon Emergency Room was in fact a boffo idea.

Again he got some really groovy pain meds via IV and spent about five hours zoning before the doctor in charge cut him loose. Since he had already had a CAT scan they weren't too enthusiastic about doing another one due to the amount of radiation involved.

No. Ya don't say.

It seems that Hubbins is going to need the intervention of a good urologist, who will reportedly stick a long probe with a tiny basket on the end into my husband's urethra and proceed upward with the intention of snagging the stone in said snazzy little basket. I asked if this was going to be as unpleasant as it sounds, and the doctor informed me that Larry will not care, as the entire procedure will be done with Larry snoozing peacefully away under the influence of a general anesthetic.

I wager he'll care when he wakes up, though. Methinks he'll care big time.

The ER doctor knows a really good urologist who, unfortunately, was unavailable this weekend because his office was closed for the holiday, but we'll be calling him tomorrow morning to see when he and his basket/instrument of torture thingy will be available  for the extraction procedure.

In the meantime, I am afraid to leave him alone with the babies for even a few minutes so that I can shower because his pain comes on so suddenly and quickly. My mind insists upon conjuring up images of myself stepping out of a nice long (and very relaxing) shower to the sight of Larry twisted in pain and moaning while the freezer door stands open with it's contents in a pile on the floor beneath it, the alarm on my car screeching while Zoe stands by pushing the button repeatedly and Trent spreading the soil from my one remaining and much beloved house plant to hell and back.

Thus, I have not had a shower in exactly one week.  To say I'm feeling less than fresh is an understatement.

To say I'm looking forward to John returning home so he can watch the babies long enough for me to finally get a shower is also an understatement.

Looks like the much-needed hour away from the house I've been dreaming of for the last three or so weeks is on hold too. I've gotten out, but it's been for errands and trips to take the babies or Larry to the doctor. That shut-in/trapped feeling is getting really intense, but I know I have to deal with it for now because I just can not leave the house and feel secure about leaving Larry alone with the kids. I'm just too terrified of what I'd come home to.

Thank the Gods for video games. The distraction is such a blessing right now.



Wednesday, December 26, 2007

So tired

The ER released Larry xmas eve with a prescription for pain meds and some strainers to (hopefully) catch the stone in. Yesterday morning he was miserable with the pain, which later stopped almost as quickly as it had begun. He told me that when this happens it usually means the stone has moved. Later yesterday morning he thought he had passed it but I don't think he did because he woke up with the same agonizing pain this morning.

The doctors who tended him in the ER couldn't do anything surgical to dissolve the stone because it is too small, so he has to wait until it works it's way out.

Ouch.

He wanted to have my family over for dinner anyway and he did really well most of the day. We've decided to postpone the trip to SC, though. Turns out that was a good decision even though we'd though he passed the stone. Especially now that we know he didn't. There's no way he'd be able to drive like this. He can barely move. I keep checking on him and wanting to do something to help him with his pain but he tells me there's nothing I can do.


Monday, December 24, 2007

Right on time...

A few nights ago Larry slept on the new mattress and began to have back pain. He figured it was a lower lumbar thing until it migrated and now he's in a hell of a lot of pain and sure that he's having another kidney stone.

He refused to let me drive him to the hospital because the babies would have a hard time being there, and drove himself.

He just called me, and the ER staff seems to agree with him that it's very likely a kidney stone. They've got him hooked up to an IV and he's getting some pretty groovy pain medicine right now while he waits for them to come in and do a scan to be sure.

I swear, I think this family is cursed.

At least we're consistent. We know something awful is about to happen when the xmas season starts.



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